Where do I begin... ? There's so , so much...Molestation by cousins very young , chalked up to " experimenting " , Grandparent beating me and verbal abuse till I was 14 ( she got too weak and died when I was 16 ) Raped , and forced to marry rapist due to " surprise pregnancy " 10 years of continuous marital rape and abuse till the state decided " yes , he was dangerous and divorce with protection order was granted " ( lasted a month ) He re-married and divorced doing the same to 2nd wife ... Doctors never believing my scar tissue / body issues/ missing teeth coming from said marriage ... Only assuming " weight issues due to food / bad dental hygiene " Ovarian cancer ( currently dealing with ) Poverty due to said situations , 3 children in 3 years, having to give the youngest up to adoption in order to save his life ( homeless when tried to leave after a terrible moment with 2 babies ) Ect..
However... I have survived ! I am now happily re-married. My kids are grown and safe. I haven't reunited with the youngest yet , but will someday. I never loose hope. I have beautiful grand children . I cherish each moment I get. Every day is a struggle , but thank goodness I'm still alive and get to enjoy all the little things.
However... I have survived ! I am now happily re-married. My kids are grown and safe. I haven't reunited with the youngest yet , but will someday. I never loose hope. I have beautiful grand children . I cherish each moment I get. Every day is a struggle , but thank goodness I'm still alive and get to enjoy all the little things.